hopefully ends

finally after all this time, I can say it. I can say that I love him! although it requires a long time and great courage. I knew from the beginning when I like, I do not expect more. i also know that he only considered me as "sister" or "friend" who faithfully listen to his stories.
I'm not here to ask him to be my boyfriend. instead. I just wanted to say my feelings I had buried from him. I just want him to know my feelings. because keeping away my real feeling from him, makes me sick. I hope I can forget him soon.