going to senen

ollaaa everyone :D
couple hours ago, i went to pasar senen with my besties pupu. hemm, it was so tired.  you know, there were so many vintage stuff. LOVE IT . aaand you know what? i just bring a little money (rp50.000) and still can bought a vintage leather black bag. yipieeeeeee  :D
i've promised to my self,  to go to pasar senen again and bring much money heheh,
see yaa,

"Serasa dapet pencerahan gitu haha"

what i wored : converse jacket, gift from aunt's stripe tank, gift from aunt's highwaisted skirt

ketemuuuu! :D

gosh, i can't believe it. you know what? finally i can forget him!
wow that's amazing, but it's so fast right? uhh hell-yeah yang penting bisa lupa *sambil berdendang lalalalala*
perhaps it's because of him! who else? the guy who weared black and white vest,ofcourse huahah!
yeah i know it's still too fast, for feel another crush, but what can i do then? i just can feel what i feel right? uhh masa bodohlah yang penting gue bisa lupa sama dia.dan itu sesuai target gue untuk tanggal 08 desember 2009 : no mater how, i should forget him .
and now, finally i can so what the worst then? NOTHING! yeeaaaaaay happy :DDDD
thanks god for bring the handsome angel, hem alright the handsome guy for me, woooohooooo :D
aaaaaaand the last news : HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME
i wish i can get him! :D

matematika

helloo :D

today, is the mathematics test -.-
yeaaah, i getting crazy about it. that's the most subject i hated .uhh, i have to study hard, then.

just wish me luck guys :DD
i wanto to go to eliza's house for study . she said, she want teach me, oh thankyou icaaa for saving my life. i'm very excited about that . well, how's the test is going?
hem the test is going so well, even i ever thought i can't but you know what? i can!
yes, walaupun yang bisa cuma 10 nomer dari 15 soal, tapi gue seneng banget.. dan semoga hasilnya memuaskan dan tidak remedial :D
emm, hopeful

hopefully ends

finally after all this time, I can say it. I can say that I love him! although it requires a long time and great courage. I knew from the beginning when I like, I do not expect more. i also know that he only considered me as "sister" or "friend" who faithfully listen to his stories.
I'm not here to ask him to be my boyfriend. instead. I just wanted to say my feelings I had buried from him. I just want him to know my feelings. because keeping away my real feeling from him, makes me sick. I hope I can forget him soon.

gue tau kok

hollaaa readers :)

finally, perasaan yang udah lamaaa banget gue pendaam dan gue ingkarin, berhasil gue katakan!

pada tanggal, tahun, dan jam : 01 December at 17:41

gue tau kok, kalo dia nggak MUNGKIN NGEBALES PERASAAN ITU, gue yakin SUKA JUGA ENGGAK . tapi, gue bener-bener udah nggak tau harus gimana lagi -.-
gue udah capeeeeeek memendam perasaan ini sendirian, dan GUE BENCI GUE YANG NGGAK BISA NGOMONG KE DIA! CHICKEN, YES I KNOW. dan finally tadi gue bilang lah sama dia via message FB. gue terlalu PENGECUT  untuk bilang langsung . gue cuma mau ngungkapin perasaan gue aja kok, dan gue SERIUS . gue harap dia ngerti, dan nggak ngejauh gitu, gara-gara tau hal itu . (gue cukup tau diri, nggak berharap DIA BALES PERASAAN GUE, aduh yaa nggak mungkin laaah) . maaf yaa kalo selama ini gue nggak pernah jujur sama lo, tapi gue serius dan sadar ngomong ini ke elo, gue harap kita masih bisa temenan yaa, i do really hopeful, you know .

yaa ampuuun :(

Parah !!
pas gue pikir gue udah lupa sama dia, eeeeh dia malah dateng lagi ke kehidupan guee :(
aduuuuuuuuuh pusiiiiiing gak tauu, nggak mau tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
nggak mau ngerasa sakit lagiiiiiiiiiiiiii :(((((((((((


god, please make me strong, to fix my heart,

DIY Project

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hey all :D
gue lagi asik-asiknya bikin DIY Project nih hehe . dan materialnya dari barang bekas loh! bekas pakai maksudnya hehe.tapi gue seneeeeeeeeeeng bangeeet akhinya bisa juga gue bikin hehe.
gue buat :
1. acid vest denim 2
2. and statement neklace
jadi kan gue lagi bongkar-bongkar lemari gitu yaa, terus gue nemu jeans jacket 2, dan itu uhhh udah usaaaang bangeeeet. nah muncul lah ide untuk bikin DIY (do-it-yourself) project. hemmm.. hehe
terus gue mikir, nih jaket enaknya diapain ya?
nah! gue pikir di jadiin vest juga kereeen! yaudah deh tuh gue potong aja lengan-lengan panjangnya huahuakak . tapi, gue pikir lagi kok masih usang ya? oiya! warnanya! nah, setelah searching and browsing ke sana-sini akhirnya, gue memutuskan untuk bikin acid-vest. yipiiieeeee :D

bahannya cuma butuh :
1. jaket jeans bekas
2. bayclean
3. gunting
4. kuas
that's all guys! 
caranya :
pertama-tama lo gunting dulu ke-dua lengannya, biar bentuknya kayak vest. teruuusss, ambil bayclean dan kuas yang udah di-siapin tadi . terakhir lo muncrat-muncratin deh baycleannya pake kuas ke-vest lo! tadaaaaa jadi deehh :D
here the result :

gimanaa ?? it's sooo fuuuunn !

i love it ;D

ehya, karena gue pikir bahannya sayang yaa, masih sisa (bahan bekas potongan lengan jaket tadi) 

daripada kebuang mending di bikin statement neklace aja.

bahan-bahannya :

1. bahan jeans, potong bentuk segitiga sebanyak 2 buah (ukuran sesuai selera)

2. bayclean

3. gunting

4. jarum

5. benang

6. paku payung

7. kain bekas kipas (usahain yang warnanya sama atau hampir sama yaa, sama warna bahan jeansnya)

8. pembolong kertas

9. kuas

10. tali (tali apa aja juga boleh)

11. palu

how :

pertama, gunting bahan jeans tadi, sehingga membentuk segitiga terbalik . lalu, ambil bayclean dan kuas . masukan kuas kedalam bayclean, ciprat-ciprat kan lah ke bahan tadi (apa sih bahasa gue ciprat-ciprat hehe), semakin banyak semakin keren . ambil pembolong kertas, dan bolongkan bahan tadi untuk memasukan tali necklace-nya. jahit bahan tersebut . ambil beberapa buah paku payung, dan tempelkan ke bahan tersebut hingga mengelilingi. (di-palu biar kuat dan tidak copot). ambil bahan kipas yang sudah di bentuk menjadi bunga (setelah membentuknya menjadi bunga, bagian bawahnya dijahit dulu, biar tidak lepas). lalu jahitlah, bahan kipas yang sudah berbentuk bunga tersebut ke tengah-tengah bahan jeans . ambil tali dan masukkan ke bagian yang sudah dibolongi dengan pembolong kertas . simpul mati dibelakangnya, agar tidak lepas . aaaand finally, jadi deeeeh :D

here the result  :

selamat mencoba ! ;)

Sakit

allohaaa readers:)

gue terserang flu! yaa, flu biasa sih, tapi kan tetep aja = penyakit. ahh sumpah nggak enak bangeeeet :( 
pusing, pilek, demam, batuk, ahh emang flu sialan nih! pasti gara-gara 3 hari kehujanan deh! pasti.  gara-gara flu sialan ini, gue nggak masuk sekolah, padahal gue mau cerita tentang viva la vida ke temen sekelas gue. oh iya, viva la vida itu nama samaran yaa, jadi namanya bukan viva la vida. viva la vida itu adalah someone yang spesiaaaal banget buat gue hehe :D


eh gue lagi suka banget sama liriknya endah n rhesa - when you love someone . asliii ngenaa banget. huakakakak, ini nih liriknya


I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...




oke, inti dari intinya jangan nyerah untuk 


mendapatkan apa yang lo suka !




sekian,

WAUW UDAH LAMA YA?

buseeeeeeet gila yaaa, udah lama gitu gue gak nge-post.

abis gue males sih huehehe :P

eh tadi kan gue naik m02 ya, mau berangkat ke sekolah, nah di 02 nya ada nenek-nenek lagi cerita gitu ke penumpang yang lain, katanya dia lagi mau ke pasar jualan dan bla bla gitu deh. yaoloh, gila ya tuh nenek-nenek udah tua banget loh! emm kalo diliat sih kayaknya 70an keatas gitu umurnya.

tapi dia masih mau gitu untuk kerja! hebat nggak sih?? oke, mungkin gue yang terlalu lebay. tapi gue salut bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet hehe :D

eh eh gue ngeblog dirumah temen gue loh! (icha) hahaha dasar emang gue nggak modal, abis mau nge-post dirumah eh nggak conect-conect gitu. ah dasar nih speedy gueemmbelll.

oh iya, beberapa hari ini jakarta hujan mulu ya?
dan sialnya gue selalu kehujanan, uhh, mudah-mudahan aja gue nggak sakit :'/

cheers,